Almost

If I were to write about it, I would begin
at the moment you sat down on my couch. You had
the gentleness of the moon in your gaze, as we 
talked about the rain that never came. I could
write a small poem about the space between 
our knees that never touched, a space we held quietly
into the night. I could even begin to confess 
that I wanted so badly to touch your hair but
didn’t, because my hands are already cold and you are 
an astonishment, because love is a terrible 
fire and what if I love you forever. My darling,
I am writing this poem to tell you that there are evenings
when I sit down on this couch of mine, alone, I could 
still feel your eyes on me, soft, like the rain.  

Restless

After he’d gone to sleep,
she stared at the blank space
between his shoulder blades,
and she saw swirling galaxies
of thousands of nameless stars
bursting to be discovered.

Sometimes she wished him
a brave explorer, a curious
poet, a hopeless romantic.
Sometimes, deep into the night
when she couldn’t fall asleep
she wished him someone else.