Orange

After making love we share an orange in bed. 
Without a word, you lift a naked slice to my lips.
From your hand the scent of delight comes drifting up. 
I feel its dampness, its freshness and its ever-ness 
all at once. Outside the window, the sun sets slowly
into our mouths, and we kiss with so much fervor
to stop the color from changing in this room.

Many Years Later

You still sit beside me as I rested after a long day, 
brushing my hair out of my face.

At dusk we go into the kitchen, 
you wash the lettuce and tell me about your day,
I laugh, forget things, and cut carrots into funny shapes.

And there are breadcrumbs and spilled wine on the tablecloth,
we still haven’t quite figured out how to be better at this,
but in the fading sunlight we are learning, God we are learning.

Before falling asleep
I look for your hand to touch mine.

Love is not difficult.
Not difficult at all.

California

for Li

The moment you came close I knew 
there was an ocean inside you 
that I will soon drown in. I could 
forget everything but the sunshine 
in your skin, still warm, still warm
                                    on my tongue. 

No matter what happens, my love,
your body will forever haunt mine – 
all I have to do is breathe,
and I return to you, a land 
where red poppies and I bloom.
And when I kissed you in the rain, 
vulnerable yet alive, the sky 
                                  was no longer a sky, 
and your name 
was no longer a name.

Lately

I have been writing about us,
fervently, constantly, and endlessly, 
so we don’t one day become memories – ashes
of a great fire  that once burned down an entire city 
in my chest. 

Touch

my hand,
a few inches above your shoulder, a gesture,
a hesitation, a tired bird looking for a nest.

How infinitely close the Earth is to her beloved Sun.
How infinitely far you are to my uncertain touch.

Hey

Remember that night we sat on your doorsteps 
talking after the party. Your hair was longer 
back then; I had wine stains on my sundress. 
You said it felt good to be here, and I 
laid my head on your shoulder. Remember 
we were laughing. Remember we laughed
so hard that even the sky chuckled,
and then the clouds parted,

and love, 
raindrops, and lips 
fell.